Conditions
to be a True Doer of Divine Works
If
you want to be a true doer of divine works, your first
aim must be to be totally free from all desires and
self-regarding ego. All your life must be an offering
and a sacrifice to the Supreme; your only object in
action shall be to serve, to receive, to fulfill, to
become a manifesting instrument of the Divine Shakti
in her works. You must grow in the divine consciousness
till there is no difference between your will and hers,
no motive except her impulsion in you, no action that
is not her conscious action in you and through you.
Until
you are capable of this complete dynamic identification,
you have to regard yourself as a soul and body created
for her service, one who does all for her sake. Even
if the idea of the separate worker is strong in you
and you feel that it is you who do the act, yet it must
be done for her. All stress of egoistic choice, all
hankering after personal profit, all stipulation of
self-regarding desire must be extirpated from the nature.
There must be no demand for fruit and no seeking for
reward; the only fruit for you is the pleasure or the
Divine Mother and the fulfilment of her work, your only
reward a constant progression in divine consciousness
and calm and strength and bliss. The joy of service
and the joy of inner growth through works is the sufficient
recompense of the selfless worker.
But
a time will come when you will feel more and more that
you are the instrument and not the worker. For first
by the force of your devotion your contact with the
Divine Mother will become so intimate that at all times
you will have only to concentrate and to put everything
into her hands to have her present guidance, her direct
command or impulse, the sure indication of the thing
to be done and the way to do it and the result. And
afterwards you will realise that the divine Shakti not
only inspires and guides, but initiates and carries
out your works; all your movements are originated by
her, all your powers are hers, mind, life and body are
conscious and joyful instruments of her action, means
for her play, moulds for her manifestation in the physical
universe. There can be no more happy condition than
this union and dependence; for this step carries you
beyond the border-line from the life of stress and suffering
in the ignorance into the truth of your spiritual being;
into its deep peace and its intense Ananda.
While
this transformation is being done it is more than ever
necessary to keep yourself free from all taint of the
perversions of the ego. Let no demand or insistence
creep in to stain the purity of the self-giving and
the sacrifice. There must be no attachment of the work
or the result, no laying down of conditions, no claim
to possess the Power that should possess you, no pride
of the instrument, no vanity or arrogance. Nothing in
the mind or in the vital or physical parts should be
suffered to distort to its own use or seize for its
own personal and separate satisfaction the greatness
of the forces that are acting through you. Let your
faith, your sincerity, your purity of aspiration be
absolute and pervasive of all the planes and layers
of the being; then every disturbing element and distorting
influence will progressively fall away from your nature.
The
last stage of this perfection will come when you are
completely identified with Divine Mother and feel yourself
to be no longer another and separate being, instrument,
servant or worker but truly a child and eternal portion
of her consciousness and force. Always she will be in
you and you in her; it will be your constant, simple
and natural experience that all your thought and seeing
and action, your very breathing or moving come from
her and are hers. You will know and see and feel that
you are a person and power formed by her out of herself,
put out from her for the play and yet always safe in
her, being of her being, consciousness of her consciousness,
force of her force, Ananda of her Ananda. When this
condition is entire and her supramental energies can
freely move you, then you will be perfect in divine
works; knowledge, will, action will become sure, simple,
luminous, spontaneous, flawless, an outflow from the
Supreme, a divine movement of the Eternal.