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When
Sri Aurobindo says "I", he speaks of himself and of his
own experience. We would like to be able to say that what he says
is symbolic and that it could apply to many people, but unfortunately
this is not so at all.
This
experience, of not saying what you had meant to say when you speak,
but something else, is very common; but it is the opposite of what
Sri Aurobindo speaks of here. That is to say, when you are sitting
calmly at home using your reason to its full extent, you decide
to say this or that, that this is the reasonable thing, but all
too often, when you begin to speak, it is the lower impulses, the
unreasonable emotions and the vital reactions which take hold of
the tongue and make you say things which you should not say.
Here
it is the same phenomenon, but, as I said, the other way round.
Instead of infrarational impulses which make you speak with excitement
and passion, it is, on the contrary, an inspiration coming from
above, a light and a knowledge greater than those of the reason
which take hold of the tongue and make you say things that you would
have been incapable of saying even with the most enlightened reason.
Sri
Aurobindo tells us that "the reason trembles" because
these higher truths always appear in the human domain as paradoxes,
revelations contrary to reason; not because reason is incapable
of understanding what comes from the higher regions, but because
these revelations are always ahead of, very much ahead of, that
which reason has understood or accepted. What the human reason of
today finds reasonable has been paradoxical and mad in the past;
and probablyone may say, certainlythese unexpected,
paradoxical, revolutionary revelations which are manifesting now
and making the reason tremble, will in time to come be very reasonable
knowledge, which in turn will tremble before new revelations.
It
is this sense of something which is always moving, progressing,
being transformed, that Sri Aurobindo is trying to give us with
these compact phrases which for a time shake our understanding of
things. It is to push us forward, to give us the sense of the complete
relativity of all that manifests in the world, and of this universe
which is always in motion, ever moving towards a higher and greater
Truth.
For
us, right now, the supramental transformation is the expression
of the highest truth, it is the revolution we must bring about on
earth; and certainly this revolution must be felt as an absolute
by the majority of human beings, otherwise they will not be able
to bring it about. But Sri Aurobindo insists that we should not
forget that this absolute is still relative and that any manifestation
must always be relative with regard to an Absolute which is even
more absolutethe Unmanifest that will manifest later.
26 September
1958
- The Mother
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