Supramental
Ship
(Experience
of February 3, 1958)
Between
the beings of the supramental world and men, almost the
same separation exists as between men and animals. Some
time ago life, and it is a fact that animals do not understand
us; their consciousness is so constructed that we elude
them almost entirely. And yet I have known pet animalscats
and dogs, but especially catsthat used to make an
almost yogic effort of consciousness to reach us. But usually,
when they see us as we live and act, they do not understand,
they do not see us as we are and they suffer because of
us. We are a constant enigma to them. Only a very tiny part
of their consciousness has a link with us. And it is the
same thing for us when we try to look at the supramental
world. Only when the link of consciousness is established
shall we see itand even then only the part of our
being which has undergone transformation in this way will
be able to see it as it isotherwise the two worlds
would remain apart like the animal and human worlds.
The
experience I had on the third of February is a proof of
this. Before that I had had an individual subjective contact
with supramental world, whereas on the third of February
I moved in it concretely, as concretely as I once used to
walk in Paris, in a world that exists in itself, outside
all subjectivity.
It
is like a bridge being thrown between the two worlds. Here
is the experience as I dictated it immediately afterwards.
(Silence)
The
supramental world exists permanently and I am there permanently
in a supramental body. I had the proof of this even today
when my earth-consciousness went there and remained there
consciously between two and three o'clock in the afternoon.
Now, I know that what is lacking for the two worlds to unite
in a constant and conscious relation, is an intermediate
zone between the physical world as it is and the supramental
world as it is. This zone remains to be built, both in the
individual consciousness and the objective world, and it
is being built. When I used to speak of the new world which
is being created, it was of this intermediary zone that
I was speaking. And similarly, when I am on this side, that
is, in the field of the physical consciousness, and I see
the supramental power, the supramental light and substance
constantly penetrating matter, it is the construction of
this zone which I see and in which I participate.
I
was on a huge boat which was a symbolic representation of
the place where this work is going on. This boat, as large
as a city, is fully organised, and it had certainly already
been functioning for some time, for its organisation was
complete. It is the place where people who are destined
for the supramental life are trained. These people - or
at least a part of their beinghad already undergone
a supramental transformation, for the boat itself and everything
on board was neither material nor subtle-physical nor vital
nor mentalit was a supramental, the supramental substance
which is closest to the physical world, the first to manifest.
The light was a mixture of gold and red, forming a uniform
substance of a luminous orange. Everything was like thatthe
light was like that, the people were like thateverything
had that colour, although with various shades which made
it possibly to distinguish things from each other. The general
impression was of a world without shadows; there were shades
but no shadows. The atmosphere was full of joy, calm, order;
everything wet on regularly and in silence. And at the same
time one could see all the details of an education, a training
in all fields, by which the people on board were being prepared.
This
immense ship had just reached the shore of the supramental
world and a first group of people who were destined to become
the future inhabitants of this supramental world were to
disembark. Everything had been arranged for this first landing.
At the wharf several very tall beings were posted. They
had been delegated from above and posted there to control
and supervise the landing. I was in charge of the whole
thing from the beginning all the time. I had prepared all
the groups myself. I stood on the boat at the head of the
gangway, calling the groups one by one and sending them
down to the shore. The tall beings who were posted there
were inspecting, so to say, those who were landing, authorising
those who were ready and sending back those who were not
and who had to continue their on board the ship. While I
was there looking at everybody, the part of my consciousness
which came from here became extremely interested; it wanted
to see and recognise all the people, see how they had changed
and check which ones were taken immediately and which ones
had to remain to continue their training. After a while,
as I stood there observing, I wake upa consciousness
or a person here - and in my consciousness I protested,
"No, no, not yet, not yet! I want to see the people!"
I was seeing and noting everything with intense interest
Things continued in this way until suddenly the clock here
began to strike three, and this brought me back violently.
There was a sensation of suddenly falling into my body.
I came back with a shock because I had been called back
very suddenly, but with all my memory. I remained quiet,
without moving, until I could recollect the whole experience
and keep it.
On
the boat the nature of objects was not the one we know on
earth; for instance, clothes were not made of cloth and
what looked like cloth was not manufactured: it formed a
part of the body, it was made of the same substance which
took different forms. It had a kind of plasticity. When
a change had to be made, it took place, not by any artificial
and external means but by an inner operation, an operation
of consciousness which gave form or appearance to the substance.
Life created its own forms. There was one single substance
in everything; it changed the quality of its vibration according
to need and use.
Those
who were sent back for fresh training were not of a uniform
colour, it was as if their body had greyish, opaque patches
of a substance resembling earthly substance; they were dull,
as if they had not been entirely permeated with light, not
transformed. They were not like that everywhere, only in
places.
The
tall beings on the shore were not of the same colour, at
least they did not have that orange tint; they were paler,
more transparent. Except for one part of their body, one
could only see the outline of their form. They were very
tall; they seemed not to have any bones and could take any
form according to their need. Only from the waist down had
they a permanent density, which was not perceptibly in the
rest of their body. Their colour was much lighter, with
very little red; it was more golden or even white. The parts
of whitish light were translucent; they were not positively
transparent but less dense, more subtle than the orange
substance.
When
I was called back and while I was saying "Not yet",
each time I had a brief glimpse of myself, that is, of my
form in the supramental world. I was a mixture of the tall
beings and the beings abroad the ship. My upper part, particularly
the head, was only a silhouette whose contents were white
with an orange fringe. Going down towards the feet, the
colour became more like that of the people on the boat,
that is, orange; going upwards, it was more translucent
and white and the red grew less. The head was only a silhouette
with a sun shining within it; rays of light came from it
which were the action of the will.
As
for the people I saw on board the ship, I recognised them
all. Some were from here, from the Ashram, some came from
elsewhere, but I know them too. I saw everybody but as I
knew that I would not remember them all when I returned,
I decided not to give any names. Besides, it is not necessary.
Three or four faces were very clearly visible, and when
I saw them, I understood the feeling I had here on earth
when looking into their eyes: there was such an extraordinary
joy
People were mostly young, there were very few
children and they were about fourteen or fifteen, certainly
not below ten or twelveI did not remain long enough
to see all the details. There weren't any very old people,
apart from a few exceptions. Most of the people who went
ashore were middle-aged, except a few. Already, before this
experience, some individual cases had been examined several
times at a place where people capable of being supramentalised
were examined; I had a few surprises and noted them; I even
told some people about it. But the ones whom I put ashore
today, I saw very distinctly; they were middle-aged, neither
young children nor old people, apart from a few rare exceptions,
and that corresponded fairly well with what I expected.
I decided not to say anything, not give any names. As I
did not remain until the end, it was not possible for me
to get an exact picture. I do not want to say things to
some and not to others.
What
I can say is that the point of view, the judgement, was
based exclusively on the substance of which the people were
made, that is, whether they belonged completely to the supramental
world, whether they were made of that very special substance.
The standpoint taken is neither moral nor psychological.
It is probable that the substance their bodies were made
of was the result of an inner law or inner movement which
at that time was not in question. At least it is quite clear
that the values are different.
When
I came back, simultaneously with the recollection of the
experience I knew that the supramental world is permanent,
that my presence there is permanent, and that only a missing
link was necessary for the connection to be made in the
consciousness and the substance, and it is this link which
is now being forged. I had the impressionan impression
which remained for quite a long time, almost a whole dayof
an extreme relativityno, not exactly that: the impression
that the relation between this world and the other completely
changed the standpoint from which things should be evaluated
or appraised. This standpoint had nothing mental about it
and it gave a strange inner feeling that lots of things
we consider good or bad are nor really so. It was very clear
that everything depended on the capacity of things, on their
aptitude in expressing the supramental world or being in
relation with it. It was so completely different, sometimes
even altogether contrary to our ordinary appraisal. I recollect
one little thing which we usually consider to be bad; how
strange it was to see that in truth it was something excellent!
And other things we consider to be important have in fact
absolutely no importance at all: whether a thing is like
this or like that is not at all important. What is very
obvious is that our appraisal of what is divine or undivine
is not right. I even laughed to see certain things
.
Our usual feeling of what is anti-divine seems artificial,
seems based on something that is not true, not livingbesides,
what we call life here did not seem living to me compared
with that worldanyway, this feeling should be founded
on our relation between the two worlds and on how things
make the relation between them easier or more difficult.
This would make a great difference in our appraisal of what
brings us nearer to the Divine or what separates us from
Him. In people too I saw that what helps them to become
supramental or hinders them from it, is very different from
what our usual moral notions imagine. I felt how
ridiculous
we are.
- The Mother